The Disappearance of Garcia Lorca
You may already know about The Disappearance of García Lorca, but in case you don't, I thought I'd post a mention about it here. While the movie may not be historically accurate, it does present a depiction of a writer's life that I haven't seen presented in quite the same way in other films. It brings to light the reality of the kinds of dangers that so many writers before us have faced. It also makes one consider those writers, unsung or unknown, who may be working under perilous conditions today.

Would I be brave enough to continue writing if I thought that doing so would give someone reason to jail or kill me? This is the kind of question that watching this film will make you want to ask.

Cartoon
Above is an old cartoon by Alex Gregory. In case you can't make out the caption, it reads: "What if my inner demons want to write about bunnies?"

It makes me smile, because as a teenager, especially, I thought that all good writing must contain some bit of self-loathing or unsmiling, thorough self-analysis. What, indeed, are we supposed to do if we find ourselves writing happily, when for whatever reason, we are not accustomed to doing so? Is happy work less valuable? Does "happy" have to mean "fluffly?" How many writers devalue happiness in their own work, or devalue joyful writing altogether? I put this cartoon to you as food for those kinds of thoughts.

Dear Diary
Like other past works, your old diary can inform you quite a bit about yourself. Recently, while rereading my first diary, I was able to realize, as I often do when I go back and read my older work, that I'm having some of the same troubles now that I had when I was nine, 10, 11 years old! I was also able to see that I still have some of the same gifts I had then. One early diary entry, written when I was 11, reads: "I have a huge notebook full of poetry and songs, yet they just sit there..."

I'd forgotten that I'd spent so much time writing at that age. (No, I won't share any of the old poems with you. Eek!) I also think it's interesting that even then, it wasn't enough for me to have simply filled up a notebook; I wanted something more. If I'm going to be really honest with myself, I would guess that what I wanted was an audience, and that what I wanted from that audience was understanding. What I may not have been able to articulate then, but know now, is that in order to get those things, you have to give those things, or be those things.
Do you have an old diary or journal? What do you and your little brother or sister-self have in common?
Authors
For years, my mother has gushed about this game, and about how much fun she had playing it with her family when she was a little girl. It's apparently been around since the 1850's. (Obviously, my mother and her family played it at a much, much later date!) Authors is supposed to be a little like Go Fish, rule-wise, and fun enough for both kids and adults to play.

When you go to purchase the game, be sure to say that Bronmin's mother recommended it. The seller will have no idea what you're talking about, and you'll get absolutely no discount of any kind, but you will see what it's like to try to answer the question, "What's a Bromninamin?"
That Old Dictionary
When I'm writing creatively---that is, when I'm writing poetry or a period piece, or for an eccentric character, I will often refer to old dictionaries. I'm awed by the peculiar definitions... They give me a real sense of time. Occassionally, they give me a good chuckle, too. For instance, in the dictionary pictured to the left, The Consolidated-Webster Comprehensive Encyclopedic Dictionary, A Library of Essential Knowledge, published in 1953, a certain word that is normally associated with female reproduction is defined in such a way as to make one think of one's plumber before thinking of, say, one's mother.
I would encourage anyone to take some time on a lazy Sunday afternoon to go through their closet or bookshelf (or parent's or grandparent's closet or bookshelf), and seek out those old dictionaries and other old reference materials. But hunters, beware: Friends and family members tire quickly of listening to antiquated definitions when they're uploading videos to their laptops or trying to listen to their iPODs.
How to Feel Miserable as an Artist
As a writer, or as any kind of artist, you've probably taught yourself to do one or more of the items listed below. Most of us are very good at feeling sorry for ourselves when we don't get the support we feel we need, or aren't getting the dues we think we're owed, and at finding excuses for not taking risks, myself included.

My hope is that you'll save the list above and use it to remind yourself that you can take risks as an artist, and that you can choose joy more often than you might believe, even if the road to obtaining it is barbed and contains a dizzying number of forks.

(Image/list courtesy of writer and artist Keri Smith.)
An Anagram
Below is an anagram for the name of a famous poet. Take your best guess, then click on the question mark to the left to see if you were right.

uplander boa

Hint: This particular poet was born in southern Chile.

"My darling, the wind falls in like stones / from the whitehearted water and when we touch / we enter touch entirely. No one's alone."

-Anne Sexton

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